Dreaded Weigh-In

One of my goals for October was not to look at the scale daily and lose 10 lbs.

I have failed at not looking at the scale daily by doing it everyday still.  I need to have my hubs hide the scale until Wednesday morning when it is time to weigh in for Weight Watchers and the big Team Challenge I am doing.

The other goal is high anyways but I know I can do this but not when the scale goes up! I was up this 1 lb.  I figured I would due to my TOM starting but it is still frustrating. I know I haven't ate the best but then I didn't really eat anything that was so yummy that I couldn't live without.

I am very techy and cannot figure out how to get this to rotate on my phone or on here!

I am determined to do this! I want to be the MILF that people talk about and that my hubs is proud of.  

You know when you step on the scale and lose you feel skinny that day and like you accomplished something.  

Then those times you step on the scale and gain you feel fat and unaccomplished.  I am having that kind of day but now with this challenge starting today, I want to make my team proud and win this challenge so I have got to kick it up some! 

I am doing 31 Days of Being Jillian's Biotch and today I completely hers.  I cussed her under my breath alot at 5:30 this morning. I did the easier steps on some of them because I am sore.  I am going to be out of town for a couple of days and kinda dread it because I am going to miss out on Jillian's workout.  She might miss me :) I am really going to have to get my butt in gear and start doing cardio at night.  I walked on the treadmill last night for 2 miles.  I need to kick it up and do even more! 

So this week, once I get back on Saturday, it is back to Jillian and I am going to get at least 30 minutes of cardio in a day!!!! I want this fat off of me. I want to have to wear a coat because I am cold not my fat to keep me warm! 

Another thing is I wish I didn't like fall food/treats so much!! But at least this morning when my MIL offered me a OATMEAL RAISIN COOKIE (my fave), I turned her down, now that is self control. I might of had 2 last night at her house when I pick the boys up! Then as I fixed me a bowl of ice cream last night and went to sit down and watch Sons of Anarchy with the hubs, I had like 4 bites and went and through it out due to the scene on the TV! Gotta love those Sons and their ways of revenge it made me lose my appetite!

Well here is to a new week and determination to lose this fat!

~K~