It is time for a self-intervention on myself!
If I want to be healthy and fit, then I need to quit sabotaging myself.
I don't get why I do it. I hate that I do it. I do so good and then
I take 10 steps backwards and then another 10 steps back.
It drives me nuts that I do this.
I want this, I want these 30 lbs to come off. I want to feel good about myself.
My hubs tells me I look good, but I don't feel it.
I don't like having the spare tire when I sit.
I don't like pulling at my shirt all the time.
I don't like always wearing baggy shirts.
But I am taking steps back in the right direction.
I started the C25K and have started Jillian Michaels Ripped in 30.
I am determined and want the body that I am proud of.
I am going to work hard for this.
I did not join the weigh in yesterday, as I was up and was frustrated and at home with terrible internet service.
But I am 158.8 and plan to be down to 150 by the end of March.
I am sticking to my Weight Watchers plan and points.
I also have the motivation of earning some cash through Erin's Dietbet I joined.
My pic for joining the dietbet
Check back tomorrow linking up with Holly for the
Can't wait!
~K~
Hey girl! Have you thought of doing the cleanse everyone is doing? I am a HUGE self sabotogaer and it has totally helped me with my discipline!
ReplyDeleteYou can do this! I do the same thing sometimes, but we have to keep going! No more self-sabotaging!! :)
ReplyDeleteI think you look great!! I would recommend the cleanse as well. I've done it twice and it always gets me on track.
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